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Take a knife to my neck
No thats too much pain
Too much gore
For me to endure
I bet you would like that
see me fall asleep and never wake up
even when the sun comes up
Shove pills down my throat
yes just a little bit more
till my heart stops beating
and my face is being covered with dirt
I bet you would like that
See me fall asleep and never wake up
even when the sun comes up
Throw me in water
and dunk me under
Till water fills my lungs
and I can't breathe
Watch my dead body float before your eyes
If I wake from my grave and tell you how I feel
will you scream in silence or smile so sweet
If I walk up to you
with dried blood all over my skin
missing an eye and a few fingers
and maggots crawling through my hair
will you run away or will you stay
If i hug you and my arm falls off
will you be long gone
or will you help me glue it back on
If I look at you and you look back
will you see a monster or will you see me
Looking up to the bright light
She thought and wondered
Is he looking at the same night?
Is he looking at the same stars?
Is he looking at the same moon?
She thought and wondered
The wind blew and took her breath away
The wind blew and took her thought away
The wind blew and took his love away
She chased after it
Desperatly clinging to him
Desperatly wanting him
Wanting him near
Wanting him there
Holding her in his arms
It made her sick
Thinking of him
Knowing it would never happen again
Knowing he would never kiss her again
Never hold her again
Never look at her again
She chased a hopeless dream
And fell
Fell into the night
Into the pitch black night
She wanted help
And none came
She reached out a hand
A hand covered in red blood
The sweet smell flooded her nose
And made her numb
She looked up to the moon
And wondered desperatly
why?
If you want to kiss me
You should do it now
If you want to kiss me
You should take a little bow
If you want to kiss me
You should give me a beautiful rose
If you want to kiss me
You should strike a handsome pose
If you want to kiss me
You should get down on one knee
If you want to kiss me
You should say you’d never ever leave
If you want to kiss me
You should ask me to slow dance
If you want to kiss me
You should do it now, don’t miss the chance
Life has faded away...
My blue skies have turned to gray...
There's just no easy way to say...
I'm sorry...
There's days I wasn't there for you...
And even if I wanted to...
I still can't get over you...
So I just want to say, I'm sorry...
We both fucked up so much...
With all the lies and secrets and such...
When all we really wanted was trust...
So I'm sorry...
Perhaps one day there might be...
Some way for you and me...
To be together, I guess we'll see...
But for now, I'm sorry...
My love
Each day I wake
Hoping and wishing
To feel your arms around me
To feel your lips on my face
One day that wish shall be real
A butterfly
That I want to catch,
But eludes my fingers.
It's you.
I want you to hold me.
I want you to love me.
An evil thing:
Jealousy. A part of me;
I'm filled with evil.
I'm sorry,
I can't help myself.
There are no excuses.
I'm sorry I love you.
my heart is racing,
you caress my skin,
my skin starts to tingle,
the heat grows within.
you lean in close,
and whisper in my ear,
what's about to happen,
suddenly becomes clear.
you ask me 'are you sure?'
and i tell you 'it feels right'
i have decided to show you
just how much i love you tonight.
you hold me tight,
as our souls become one,
i know that you will love me,
after all is said and done.
i have waited for this moment,
to give you all i have to give,
to share my heart with you,
and let you know just why i live.
a sweet sensation rushes through me,
a passion so intense it starts to rise,
and i find all the answers
within your eyes.
the purest feelings
are those from the heart
people might judge me,
but you make me whole,
i give you my body,
i give you my soul.
it is your forever to keep,
now everything seems to fade away,
i'm lost in you,
i want to stay.
i bite my lip,
you start to sweat,
i scratch your back,
your shirt is wet.
i get chills as you kiss my neck,
you hold me close as if i might break,
i pull you near
as you start to shake.
we begin to tremble,
while in this act of desire,
we start to kiss,
and it adds to the fire.
passion, desire, so intense,
feelings growing inside,
open, vunerable,
but i no longer want to hide.
the purest feelings,
are those from the heart.
i'm almost satisfied,
i tell you 'i want more'
and we continue,
till we are sore.
Now we are done,
we're no longer two into one,
we're two seperate souls.
the purest feeling, the biggest sin,
temptation that lies within.
but YOU'RE the one i give it to,
to no one else, just YOU.
hate, love, pain, happiness, all so pure,
of this you can be sure.
the purest of feelings come from the heart,
even if they rip your world apart.
i know now...what to do,
simply because i love you.
more than there ever was, that has ever been,
so much that i gave in.
and now you know just how i feel,
and maybe believe my love for you is real.
an act of emotion,
to show my devotion.
more than lust i know for sure,
simply because my feelings are pure.
the purest feeling...
is from my heart...
and i only have that....
with you.
You have the purest feeling from my heart.
Love.
Just hold me tonight.
Don't let go.
No! Squeeze me tight.
Don't leave.
I already feel alone.
You left a long time ago.
It's just the loneliness left inside.
Comforting me.
You're happy.
You think everyone wants you.
When will you realize I'm the only one who actually does.
I'm the only one who would love you.
Care for you.
Be there to support you in everything you do!
You're a jerk
So why do I still want you
Why do I keep running back to you?
Why can't I just hate you...
Why can't you just hold me tonight?
Never letting go.
Squeezing me tight.
Can this be true? Can this be real?
I'm sorry, I'm just so afraid to feel
My heart has been broken so many times
All these scars are proof of those crimes
It's so strange, when I see you, all I want is to hold your hand
But frozen to the ground is where I stand
I can't approach you, I can't tell you how I feel
All I can imagine is the rejection and it makes me reel
Certainly, you couldn't return all this...
Or, just maybe, could you?
I want to steal just one little kiss
Swat me away is what you'd probably do
Please, this is tearing me apart
I beg you, don't break my heart
But you'll never hear me, you'll never know
and our love will never have a chance to grow
So don't worry, I'll keep the peace
I promise, these feelings, I'll never release
I love the way your eyes always shine,
I love the way you wont let go,
I love the way you tell me you're mine,
I love the way it's easy to show,
That most of all, I just love you.
It's true, I love every inch of you,
I'll love you when it's hard to sleep,
When my thoughts are shades of blue,
I'll love you even when the blue skies weep,
And our garden burns around us.
I dont know what I would ever do,
If I made you ever cry,
I never want to ever hurt you,
I dont want this to ever die,
And I dont want you to ever frown.
I'm so weak when I am with you,
One look and your eyes paralyze,
I'm no one else when I'm around you,
I dont need a masking false disguise,
Because I trust you most of all.
Red and pink and white lined tradition,
Symbolize the greatest emotion,
Valentine's day is but a transition,
Another good way to show my devotion,
To you and us and even the blue,
Anything as long as It is with you.
